i am so sorry that i make you so guilty.actually everything start from that day de PE.at first ii am angry,sad and dissapointed with xingying only.but slowly,ii start thinking back bout last few months.all things happened from the day you sitting together wif xingying.you are always wif xingying and ii am always being left out.ii really hate that feeling.and then clarence again.i admit thatsomething ii am too over le but you start protecting him so much that sometime you hurt my feeling without knowing it.when ii start thinking of all this,ii really feel like crying.rmb PE that day,xingying shouted at miie,ii thot you will be at my side helping and consolling miie but that person wasnt you.it is celine,su ting,teobing,jinyuan and others cheering miie up.at that time ii really feel dissapointed at you and xingying.at recess time,ii was so sad that ii didnt even talk during the whole recess but ii saw you talking to xingying happily and it was celine ,suting,teobing,jinyuan accompany miie throughout the day.ii think that day was the saddest day in this term ba.ii really dun understand why you are always beside xingying .after you are wif xingying,ii start to be wif su ting le.and the only one thing ii am most angry of is when you left miie in class and left wif xingying,clarence for recess .ii was so shocked that ii really cant believe you can even left miie in the class and go away.so now ii am really reconsidering .
as for xingying,ii really cant give any chance le.ii think ii and her just can be friends ba.everytime she will always give miie "black face".PE is the thing ii am most dissapointed wif her.as her "nu er" she shouted at miie and shouted at my friend and she also say that ii shout so soft only ant can hear only.but did she really pay attention on what ii say?ii really can swear that ii really shout until my vocal very pain.but she just sit there dunno do what with you and she cant hear.and the most ii am angry of is that why must teacher come then she say she cant hear why?ii really dun understand.so now ii think we just be baobeii ba.no more as close as last time ba.and ii am saying all this is not to say it is ur fault so please dun think it negetively.thank you. and ii saw the your 对不起 le and ii know you feel sad bout it oso.
