today,reached sch at 7 something then got many activity going on.first,prize giving for teachers and later on ACES dance.recess time finally reach-ed and that is the time ii found out that freaking hurtful truth.ii dunno whether ii should believe pei ling or you all.one side is the person that always speak out the truth whenever she know the truth and another are all my friends that accompany miie through the day when ii am feeling low.mayb she is speaking the truth or the two side are just treating my as a stupid.she told miie that you all actually dont like miie to be with all of you all the time.sometime,ii really feel left out between all of you.ii really dont know why.although you try not to left miie out but the fact is always after ii being left out,you will come to pei miie.but ii am really thankful and glad to have you as my baobei.heard from pei ling today when we are together that you all actually dont like miie with all of you all the time.she said that either one of you in the chinese actually said that miie and you all de chinese character not match and either of you said that not to be with miie all the time.ii dunno whether this is the fact or pei ling telling lies.it is either one of the side is telliung lies or mayb two are.and peiling ask two of you why ii am not with you all and you ans her that,seeing miie veryday is very sian.is this the truth ?ii really dont wish to carry on like that by people telling miie the fact that you all have been hiding from miie.mayb all pei ling say is not true but there's one thing ii really want know whether in all of your heart,am ii a friend that is very distubing and all of you really cant stand miie or ii am the one who broke all of your friendship.ii really really tried very hard to be a good friend but it seem that things are geting worse.people coming to tell miie about the things you all said behind of miie and telling miie whether miie or C who are all of you de real friend,best friend?sometime,ii really thinking the thing you all said bout her is really from the bottom of all of you de heart or it is just to let miie believe the you all really dont like her infront of miie but behind you all are just a group of very very close friend.we walk-ed until here and still there's is thing that ii heard from ppl bout all of you.ii tried to forget the bad things ppl says bout all of you but thing seems not working.when ppl told miie what you all says bout miie,ii could only smile at them with embarassed and ii dont really believe them but one time and another to another,ii keep hearing the same things,normal ppl like miie will start to anyhow think.saying all this is not to say that the fault is on all of you but the thing s ppl says ,are they the truth?ii really dont wish that my friends hide things from miie when there 're things they dont like bout miie.ii believe thet friend should be trueful towards ecah other and not talk behing eachother.
