eileen

2009-02-01T05:50:00.000-08:00

01.02.09(sunday)

hahahahaha.....this maybe the best cny ii ever had.not because ii collected alot of angbao but other reason which ii dont wanna mention cause ii dont want any unnecessary trouble again:)anyway,ii going to collect angbao again on nxt sat or even sun too.oh ya,ii went to "the wedding game" with my mum and bro.erm,the movie was nice but someone spoilt it.the audience frm the back and front.the front was trying popcorn and empty cup and the back was making alot of"monkey' voices which really irritates me.ii was thinking whether to shout "police" or not.aft the movie.mum and I has the same thinking of those people.（没礼貌）ya aft that we went home.aft alighting,we went to buy "yu sheng" cause we have decide to 捞"yu sheng".then we went home."ding"" dong" bell.the clock strike at 12 am. sharp.we start to 捞"yu sheng".papa and mama shout" huat ah""huat ah""huat ah"!!!! hahahahas...very funny lorrrrr.very year de same sentence but they will nvr feel sian de.hahahahahahahahahahahaha......

2009-01-22T23:52:00.000-08:00

23.01.09(friday)

first,ii wanna to shout out loud because:

2 more days to lunar C.N.Y yeahh!!!!!

second,ii wanna talk about my class,3N1.hahahaha....

so happy that ii went into this fun class.classmates were so friendly.CANs!!!??within this 2 week plus or mayb more,our relation between each other was so good.in class was like joking till crazy,laughing till crazy.ya,what ii really wanna say is just this day(leadership training).ii have fun,work,play together.and what ii wanna emphasize is just the last game we played.everybody just suddenly bonded together and from then on,our class is just like ....
so nw,ii am just looking forward for the sec 3 overseas trip/camp.so hope that day faster COME!!!

2009-01-10T22:50:00.000-08:00

01.12.09(monday)

everything is alright again!!!

hahahahaha.

2009-01-04T02:46:00.000-08:00

04.01.09(sunday)

this are the photo we taken yesterday.just to take the bursary award by MoE and while there're many student and parent there.it's a long day for us cause we are in different batch.he's in the first batch while mine is in the second batch.ya,so we reach there bout 1 something and we left at 5-6 something.aft that we went hm and then went makan and then went back hm rest again.so overall ii felt quite happy receiving this award.hahahas....

2009-01-02T01:44:00.001-08:00

02.01.09(friday)

okayy,today was the first day of school and guess how ii really feel?excited?NO.happy?kinda.actually,what really make me buay tah han is that teacher.but overall ii enjoy in class cause there's always laughter and fun.what ii dont like about that teacher is that,she said ii go dye my hair.ROARR!!! of cos ii didnt!ii told her that it's natural colour,she dont believe then still ask me who was my last year form teacher.is kinda angry cann??!!!!but after that ii think she went to ask my last year form teacher cause she nvr ask me go dye back black.time flies,after physics lesson,that teacher came back class again.but this time,she brought laughter in our class.ii was like laughing like hell man!!hahahas...same,ii sat with su ting this year again.of cos,ii am not regret but the opposite,ii wanted to sit beside her.is like fate bring me and her together.although got some misunderstood ,but it's all over.of cos not forgetting my goodgood de best friends.hungshe,xingying,hee cheng.being with me throgh many difficulties and ii think nw and in the future nth can bring us apart.like that say like very mushy hor,but this are just what ii rally wanna say.so my friends,let make this sentence come true.okies?ii believe we can de:)

really wanna try a second relationship with him but ii dont think he like me:(

2008-12-24T20:40:00.000-08:00

25 dec 2008

su ting,hungshe,xingying,hee cheng and other friendfriend nxt week sch will reopen.

are you all ready to face 2009 challenge??

2008-12-15T01:30:00.000-08:00

5.12.08(monday)

Recently,many things happened.things are TOTALLY no alright.ii dont know how adult think and maybe we child too.ah gong went hospital again and bad things keep coming.As a family ,shouldnt we just to give in as well as shares harmony together?why must we be calculative towards each other huh?heaven brings us together to be one whole family,so why must we break this?it is all fate.just wanna say it's fate that bring us together as ONE so we MUST cherish everybody.if we are not fated to be together,we wouldnt have met each other and be brother and cousins.for eg.if we everytime see each and giving "face" and be calculative toward each other,would both of us be happy?as well as the others?ppl do make mistakes.we are no different from each other.if we dont forgive and forget,would there be harmony in this family?ii know ii am a child but that doesnt mean my thinking is not mature.so if we try to be forgiving and more forgettable,things will always goes right,no matter what.new year is coming,why must we break the atmosphere of happiness.different ppl,different thinking.and ii do understand.but we must put ourselve in other ppl shoes.if we always stood by our own thinking,there's will be always no room of communication.so hope all of you can understand what ii really wanna to express.thank you.

2008-12-01T01:12:00.000-08:00

01.12.08(monday)

tagg replied:

xingying:holiday was not as fun as ii thought.ii rather go back sch study.cause got friend there ma.plus at hm,ii going to "explode" liao.cause of my younger brother.

1st december le.yeahh!!! 4 more days to sentosa.kind of excited cause ,ii had not gone to sentosa since 10 years ago.ya,so ii really hope this trip will be fun and ii can really enjoy myself and with my family members(: and ii really hope ii could go bck sch asap.playing basketball with friends and joke around with them.hahahahahahahaha....

2008-11-25T05:08:00.000-08:00

25.11.08(tuesday)

yesterday,ii went to shopping .first,to bugis and the clothes there have a "standard"price,$10.super cheap de.ya,so ii went round looklook,buybuy and it really feel good.(girls should know how it feels)next,suntec city.we went there and wen to look for food.SWENSEN!!! so,it's not that the food there were delicious and the ice-cream too.after eating,went to shopshop and then home sweet home.so yesterday,ii bought alot of clothes and shoes as well as a new wallet(a christmas gift)and then ii wanna tell all my classmates and friends.

I miss all of you!!!!!!!!

2008-11-11T05:12:00.000-08:00

11.11.08(tuesday)

kayy,ii dont know what happen to sj,qy,hx as they are all talking on the same topic now.kind of like busybody cause wanna know what actually happen.but ii dont wish to know now as it is none of my business too.hope that things wont go worst jiu okies le(:time flies,now 11 nov and 2 more week later will be dec.and then sch reopen.already missing 2B so much except some of the ppl in class.this year really having great fun with all of you.sec 2 camp was so great.strength our bond between each other and ii knew her,Su ting.this year we did quarrel with each other(bt nt often)cause of misunderstanding.we been through many things and sometime ii really feel hurt but nw everything worth it.rmb that mnay ppl stop me and you from being friend and some tries to hurt me with their word so that ii will stop being friends with you .ii really thought of it but they stopped me(xingg,hungshe,chengg)

(xingg,hungshe,chengg)you all gave me advise and accompanying through the bad time.we strike for 1 goal is to pass our exams and we really did it.although we will be in the different class but that doesnt mean that we need to separate from each other.we will sure be together through secondary life,okies?(:

2008-11-03T22:13:00.000-08:00

3NA nxt year

2A
ANTHONY TOH HAN YANG

AOW WEI XIAN WILSON

CHIN JIONG HONG

HAIKAL B FIRDAUS

HUH EUI LIM

KAM CHEE SIONG

LAM YI LIN

LEE JIA SHENG

LIAO JIA JIA

LIAO JIA LING

LIEW WEI XUAN

LIM KAR GUAN

LOOK KAL CHUN

MUHAMAD SYAFIQ FARHAN

MUHAMMAD HAZIQ B ABDUL

SOH WENLI BENEDICT

TAN BING RU ANDY

TAN JIAN LIANG BRYAN

TAN JING LONG

TAY SHI MIAN

TEO WOON LING

2B

CHEW TING WEI JOEL

EILEEN TAN BEE HIONG

HUI CHUNG WANG NELSON

JEREMY ONG YEW SENG

JESSABEL TENG SHENG HUI

KOH JIN YUAN

LIM DAO YI

MAK SI KEI

MUHAMMAD SHAFIQ B SHARIFF M

NORALINDA BTE WAHAB

NUR HUMAIRA BTE MD MAZLAN

NUR JANNAH BTE AMINALLAH

NUR RAFHANAHDEWI BTE RUSLAN

ONG WEI HAN

ROYCE KOH CHUEN HUNG

SU TING

TAN YONG XUAN

YAO XING YING

3C

ESMOND LEE JIA CONG

CHIA WEI QI

LIONG HUI LING

TAN LI YU MELODY

yeah!!! me and su ting,xingying the same class.and oso other 2b classmates.but so sad that we need to go separate ways.hungshe not the same class as miie anymore.ii will miss her like hell man!!!so ii will now work harder for 3NA nxt year so to ensure that my result wont drop.so su ting,xingying and miie will sure work hard de.jiayou!!! jiayou!!! jiayou!!!

2008-11-02T01:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUNGSHE BAOBEI!!!

2008-10-28T05:28:00.000-07:00

28.10.08(sunday)

ii'm back again!!!!!!so long nvr post le.almost forget how to type.okay,let talk bout the holiday i'm going through nw.almost everyday working and it is very tiring but all worth it.money is very important to teenage and ii am the best example.

yesterday,went working again.it was public holiday so there were many ppl and was super busy de.the time was almost 10.00 le and the ingredient are all out of stock le.so ii went for a break and something happen.someone from the other store ask my brother to go to them and my brother came back to me with a shocking news.the ppl there wanted to make fren with me but ii dont dare to go cause ii SHY ma.ii was thinking to go but then stopped by my parent.so there's nth else ii could do.and ii am quite angry too.

2008-10-19T02:46:00.000-07:00

19.10.08(sunday)

ya,really agree that life is unpredictable.suddenly many things happened and decisions are hard to make.school is going to end and now really hope that the time with classmate will be longer.friday went play basketball wif some of my classmate and really have fun with them.times flies,so didnt have much time left to play with them le.then this morning received a msg that really gave miie a fright.one person suddenly become two and both of them are fren.oh no,get stuck in the middle again.but ii am not confirm if the msg is real,ii hope no.ai ya,then yesterday talk bout personal things with cousin(huixin).both of us have our problem and if ii didnt get the chance to talk to her,ii oso dunno she oso have problem that ii have too.so,ii am like just entertaining that ppl(huixin,ii think you noe who ii am saying ba)just hoping his heart will die so ii wont have to "so call" entertain him le.super tired nw....

so ii am going to rest le.

byebye...

2008-10-08T21:05:00.000-07:00

Time To R-E-L-A-X....

09.10.08

okayy,today was the last paper,home econ.the paper was so thin that ii just spend 10-15 mins to finish it.let start with english paper.kayy,the eng paper cannot count as too difficult nor easy.the whole paper was just about albert einstein.the close passage,suitable word and even the comprehension.ii think the setter is carzy bout albert einstein ba.then nxt chinese paper.ya,kind of worried.in semester 2 suddenly many ppl in class improve in their chinese so very scare ii will lose to them.

nxt maths paper,my most unsucessful subject.paper 1 was easy but not very easy.and the worse came,paper2.many ppl die on paper 2 cause it is super very difficult.then geography,somehow difficult then somehow easy.and nxt the subject ii hate,history.the qns ask what then ii ans all rubbish thing.ii wrote as many thing as ii can ,hoping to get more marks.then science and literature at the same day.all bout writing and writing,science became more easier than ii thought cause the setter is not mrs quek.if it is mrs quek,ii think it will not be easy for us to score marks.after that literature,writing again but quite difficult de.almost kill my brain cells man!!!then the nxt paper ii dun have to say le.it is all on top.

throughout this exam,ii killed alot of my brain cells and really feel guilty bout it.muhahahaha...And had been burning midnight oil almost everyday since exams started.ya,ii admit all the exams ii take in bgss is the time that ii feel happy and really enjoy myself.not because of those paper ii had take but the classmate ii have in 2B.when it's examination period,our class is the class who get the most complain from teacher and making teacher angry.class's joker are almost entertaining us in examination time and they dun even feel stress at all.really hope everyone will still stay in 3B nxt year and continue with all the laughter and fun we have.

ya,also hope that our home econ teacher,the old hag will come and invigilate us again and we our famous joker in class will make her blood boils again:) and nw ii am already in holiday mode>>>>

2008-10-05T01:57:00.000-07:00

05.10.08(sunday)

today,ii didnt go anywhere cause ii am studying very hard for tmr exams.maths and geo.ya,so nervous and really hope that ii can do well for the paper.so there's is nth for miie to say now.

byebye.

oh ya,before saying byebye,ii have something to tell her.

okayys,now ii wont bother whether what friends you want to be with and this is already totally none of my business.ii wont force you and make things difficult for you or what.even one day you become like them,ii also wont blame you cause this is the way you choose to go.you will know what ii says in the blog cause your friend or whatever will tell you this.

2008-10-04T06:32:00.000-07:00

04.10.09(saturday)

okayys,exams has already started and is like damn stress.stress?it is of cos either bout friendship or exams.and now ii am facing this 2 matter.actually,ii oso dunno whether is ii too sensitive or what but ii think ii am not in the wrong.

ya,imagine you know a friend since many months ago and your friendship between you and her is super close and you all share the good things and bad things together.but nw things change,after she have new friends and then she start to be with them and so call "neglect" you.and at first ii thought that she is just with them when without miie.but ii didnt thought that things are not what ii think of at first.saying that she will spend one day with miie in week but she did it just once.saying that she will find miie when she finish eating but she didnt too.empty promises make miie really sick of it.ii am not saying that every minutes,second or even a single step you must be with miie but at least when you promise miie something at least you really can do it.ii am not being angry for no reason and everytime when ii get angry there's always reasons behind it.now maybe you think ii am just being so petty and ii am putting all the blames on you.but ii didnt think so.ii know sometimes ii didnt care bout you and you have no choice to find them but nw things are different.

after you are with them,your attitude change,you treat miie differently,and your character are also becoming like them.you only came to find miie 2,3,4 time and then that it.you no longer do that and you start giving miie your empty promises.ii really cant take it le.you no longer have time to accompany miie and now,the one whoa re always by my side when ii am feeling low is no longer you.i am not wanting to break friendship with you or what,but ii am saying this just to let you know that how ii am feeling right now.you always say ii am not telling you why am ii angry so now ii am doing that.maybe you cant see this post on my blog.but ii know your new friends or friend will tell you all this one day

bye bye.......

2008-09-30T00:19:00.000-07:00

30.09.08(tuesday)

okayy,first....yesterday someting happened and it really irritated until ii almost cant take it.the words that come out from my mouth will not be taken back so persuading miie is no use de.understand?how much you wish to be with miie is just your thinking.we cant be together and ii wont too.maybe you think that ii am saying this to hurt to and make you leave but this are just the words ii really wanted to say very much.the problem is not really on you but miie.so hope you really understand.

today,really have a nice day in sch.first talking to xingying bout our personal feeling for stds and we really get to know each other better.ya!btw,we somehow have almost the same thinking for std.hahahahaha....then xingying and miie stay back in sch not to eat but to play psp.there's miie,xing,yong xuan,joel,collin,wei lun,dao yi,jin yuan,raymond some of them were playing rubic cube and the other were watching us play psp.ya,it was very fun.our car was crashing all the way but it was very fun.this is my first time hanging around with male classmates and really think that they are interesting.ok,ii will stop here.

byebye...

2008-09-27T03:17:00.000-07:00

27.09.08(saturday)yesterday

today,wake up b4 12 am and is like very tired lorrrrR.but then worth it.cause aft waking up,many things flashes across my mind and nw,ii have made my decision.then at 1 plus,went Tm with my mum and bro.at first,we were all thinking to a coffee shop nearby where my father's friend is working.but when we reached there,already no seats le.so we went s11 there eat,and the place is absolutely polluted with smoke.but lefting with no choice,we just went in and eateat.while eating,my asthma almost act up but lucky my mum drag miie out to breathe in some fresh air.then,we went Tm and mum and ii wen shopshop and my bro went to arcade.walking and walking fro about 2 hrs,we walked into toysarus and guess who ii saw?it is NELSON!!!(my classmate)ii called his name but he nvr turned back ii think he didnt heard miie ba.then ii just walked away le.then aft that,went arcade too and was trying to catch the toy that is in the toy machine but maybe me and them no fate ba so didnt get them back hm.then aft that,just when hm by cab le.

28.9.08(sunday)today

okies,today didnt go any further.we(mum,bro and miie) went bedok.ii go there to returned book and mum go there to buy food.this is the first time,ii think that bedok have the most people.ii dunno why too.so dont ask miie.so just when there walkwalk and then jiu go back hm le.so today,there's nothing special that happened and is not interesting too.

2008-09-26T06:34:00.000-07:00

26.09.08(friday)

today was the starting of end of year exam and it is very super important. today was the eng paper and ii could only say that the paper was quite difficult.so really hope ii can do well for it.after eng paper, was staying back with xing ying and chengg and we talk alot and some of our personal things together .starting to realised that we do get along well and there's some common thing we share.really hope can carry on like that,without quarreling,joking around,playing around and study together.

ya,he treat miie well and was very caring.but is he the one that can give miie what i want?pamper me,understand me and many other things.should ii give chances to both of us.ii want but ii scare.hurting for too many times and my heart has already broken for many time and am i starting to have fear in relationship.really want to give him the chance but how am ii sure that he will be the one and last.sometime really dont understand what ii really want and the thing ii really wish to have.

2008-09-21T05:27:00.000-07:00

sunday,21.09.08

today,nothing much happened and the weather today is so hot hot hot lor.afternoon when bedok and went kfc to eat.after eating ,went to library to borrow book.many ppl and the library wasn't as quiet as you think.the children there running about and playing.but it's quite happy seeing children so happy and seeing them with all type of funny pattern.

yesterday oso when bedok but stay there not very long.just there to buy something and then went back hm le.but when going to the taxi stand,ii saw jin yuan and wei lun(classmate) walking together but ii didnt called them as it is very embarrassing shouting at public places right?hahaha...so just board the taxi and went hm.so this weekend ii didnt have any interesting place to go le.

byebye:)

2008-09-20T00:44:00.000-07:00

tagg replies:

qian ying:got miss la.so long time nvr come my house liao le:)

eileen sim:thank you.hahas

tommorow,ii will continue my posting.

byebye:)

2008-09-07T05:44:00.000-07:00

07.09.08(sunday)

okayyy,this week is a very very boring week .at first,my dad and uncle plan to bring the miie ,mum and bro go sentosa .BUT,something happened and we need to postpone the date so it was very dissapointed as ii wanted to go sentosa long time ago.ii almost cry but ii didnt cause it is not worth it .my mum,she know that i'm sad so she try her best to make miie happy by bringing miie out.so now,here,ii am going to thank her.mum:thank you for what you have done for miie.tmr sch will reopen and somehow ii do feel happy but also abit worried cause exams are around the corner so need to work harder to achieve good result.so blahblahblah.......going watch tv nw.so

byebye.........

2008-08-31T02:16:00.000-07:00

sorry to my closest one(hungshe,cheng,xingying)

well,from the very first ii should have believe all of you.
you all are the one who always stand by myside when ii am feeling low.
ii should have not believe pei ling at the very first.all my childish have create alot of problem between us,
yet ii still continue creating more problem.we are close to each other or evn closest to each other and what
you all have done for miie ii really can feel it from right now.ii always thought that ii am the extra one
and celine is actually better than miie.but when ii saw what you all have write on your blog,suddenly ii then noe actually you all do care bout miie.you all are like so fun ,joyful,full of laughter and all this thing are so great.ii am glad to have friend like all of you.you all dont scold miie or even hit miie when ii am wrong and
the knowledge that all of you have are really super .from all of you,ii learn what are friends for and the most is ii gain warmth and care from all of you that ii cant feel even from su ting.ya,you all are right,pei ling is just breaking up our friendship and we should not grant her wish so easily.we have been close since this year so we should not let our friendship be so fragile.we must stand together and we cant let others just to break us up.we are just like sticks,one is easy to break but when there's many,it cant be break easily.so just let our friendship last long and be strong forever.do let anyone break us up again.kayys?

2008-08-29T23:57:00.000-07:00

okayys,

to: hungshe

ii am not saying that ii not trusting you and ii do trust you.but xingying,celine or even chengg,do you know that the things ppl says bout them and the things ii see make miie feel like ii am just twirling in their hands.for example celine,you all told miie that you all are do not have a good term with her,but what ii see is different from what you all says.it is totally opposite.chinese lesson,you all are always together without asking miie to join in and you all do enjoy and talk to each other happily.it's like ii am always the one who must automatic join in if not ii will not be ask to join.but the things pei ling says,are they the true or she is just trying to break the friendship between us?on the thursday or wednesday when we are walking towards canteen,you,celine,xingying are just walking happily without miie.you are the only one who care to walk to miie and pei miie.by all this,is it the true that you are dont like celine or it is just a lies to miie?

2008-08-29T05:33:00.000-07:00

friday:29.08.08(teacher's day)

firstly:

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL MY TEACHERS!!!

today,reached sch at 7 something then got many activity going on.first,prize giving for teachers and later on ACES dance.recess time finally reach-ed and that is the time ii found out that freaking hurtful truth.ii dunno whether ii should believe pei ling or you all.one side is the person that always speak out the truth whenever she know the truth and another are all my friends that accompany miie through the day when ii am feeling low.mayb she is speaking the truth or the two side are just treating my as a stupid.she told miie that you all actually dont like miie to be with all of you all the time.sometime,ii really feel left out between all of you.ii really dont know why.although you try not to left miie out but the fact is always after ii being left out,you will come to pei miie.but ii am really thankful and glad to have you as my baobei.heard from pei ling today when we are together that you all actually dont like miie with all of you all the time.she said that either one of you in the chinese actually said that miie and you all de chinese character not match and either of you said that not to be with miie all the time.ii dunno whether this is the fact or pei ling telling lies.it is either one of the side is telliung lies or mayb two are.and peiling ask two of you why ii am not with you all and you ans her that,seeing miie veryday is very sian.is this the truth ?ii really dont wish to carry on like that by people telling miie the fact that you all have been hiding from miie.mayb all pei ling say is not true but there's one thing ii really want know whether in all of your heart,am ii a friend that is very distubing and all of you really cant stand miie or ii am the one who broke all of your friendship.ii really really tried very hard to be a good friend but it seem that things are geting worse.people coming to tell miie about the things you all said behind of miie and telling miie whether miie or C who are all of you de real friend,best friend?sometime,ii really thinking the thing you all said bout her is really from the bottom of all of you de heart or it is just to let miie believe the you all really dont like her infront of miie but behind you all are just a group of very very close friend.we walk-ed until here and still there's is thing that ii heard from ppl bout all of you.ii tried to forget the bad things ppl says bout all of you but thing seems not working.when ppl told miie what you all says bout miie,ii could only smile at them with embarassed and ii dont really believe them but one time and another to another,ii keep hearing the same things,normal ppl like miie will start to anyhow think.saying all this is not to say that the fault is on all of you but the thing s ppl says ,are they the truth?ii really dont wish that my friends hide things from miie when there 're things they dont like bout miie.ii believe thet friend should be trueful towards ecah other and not talk behing eachother.

signing of with sadness....

2008-08-15T07:51:00.000-07:00

first,introducing my picture>>>>mickey mouse.his job is to provide miie with light at night.

special:can give out different colour of light

today nth much happen and day was peaceful today.starting with my science lesson nw because ii dont wish to talk bout history because it's simply boring boring boring boring...today de sci is quite complicated but at least ii can understand.then after that is PE and teacher was sick but he still play PE with us.so claps claps for him!!!! plus today always lose temper and the weather is freaking hot hot hot lorrrrR.while walking hm ,almost got heatstroke lorrrR.immediately went bath and then went to my comfortable bed to have a rest.then wait up at 7 + and watch tv liao.8+ went to 85 to eat and while going taking lift,saw yinbin but dunno he saw miie anot.on the way ,saw many people "praypray" for the 7th month thing.and later,oso going dwnstair to "praypray" too.

2008-08-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

childhood+now(pictures)hui xin + miie+ my two finger
wei jie+ miie

mummy,miie,daddy

miie + cousins(i'm the green t-shirt one)

kenny korkor,miie,wei jie

miie(baby photo)

kindergarden photo(k2)

all my cousin

bro and miie

miie holding "xiao ding dang"

at sentosa(dad,bro and miie!!!)

13.08.08

today,in the morning is like very sian cause not enough slp+gt 3 test lorrrR.then during common test,teacher gave miie the sample for class photo.of cos! everyone start gather to my table because teacher say must keep it with miie.but then something happen to miie and pei ling again lor.let miie tell you what happened...

peiling wrote:

lend miie awhile la,wont die de right.we lend awhile nia.we wont take it away de ma rite?you can lend to teo bing then cannot lend to miie meh?lend awhile la.wont die de ma.

ii dont wish to quarrel with her so ii gave teo bing that letter.then teo bing wrote to her and after pei ling saw it she jiu angry liao.

to:pei ling

why must you make thing difficult for people sia?you nvr change ur attitude before lor.only small thing ,you jiu angry liao .ii dont wish to argue with you because ii lazy to quarrel so you dont think that ur voice very loud will make miie listen to you lor.ii saying all this is not to make you angry or what lorrrrR.is to let you know that ur attitude really make miie start hating you more lor.and ii really dont wish to talk bout all this thing over and over again le lor.

2008-08-09T02:22:00.000-07:00

09 august 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!

08 august 2008

today is pre-celebration for national day.at first went to sch,ii thot ii will be alone cause my friend gt cca.lucky,celine was there to pei miie.so giving her a big THANK YOU.we assemble in the parade ground and we stood up for very long lorrrrrR,cause they keeep talking bout many things that ii dun really know what it mean lor.then ,we went recess and quite many store nvr open so ii only ate 1 egg burger.after that,"beep""beep" and all lower sec need go up hall for concert.the concert is quite interesting de and somehow went high after the concert.but soemthing happened to teobing and 2c malay girls.then saw "sharktale" inside trying to stop the quarreling.so me,suting,celine and some other girls sitting in the canteen till 11 then jiu went back hm le.after reaching hm,go bathbath and then went to bedok inter.while waiting for bus,saw my baobei(hungshe) and xingying,and they are going Tm.and then board the bus and blahblahblah.......then 4 something reach hm liao.

2008-08-03T05:22:00.000-07:00

03 august 2008

hungshe:

i am so sorry that i make you so guilty.actually everything start from that day de PE.at first ii am angry,sad and dissapointed with xingying only.but slowly,ii start thinking back bout last few months.all things happened from the day you sitting together wif xingying.you are always wif xingying and ii am always being left out.ii really hate that feeling.and then clarence again.i admit thatsomething ii am too over le but you start protecting him so much that sometime you hurt my feeling without knowing it.when ii start thinking of all this,ii really feel like crying.rmb PE that day,xingying shouted at miie,ii thot you will be at my side helping and consolling miie but that person wasnt you.it is celine,su ting,teobing,jinyuan and others cheering miie up.at that time ii really feel dissapointed at you and xingying.at recess time,ii was so sad that ii didnt even talk during the whole recess but ii saw you talking to xingying happily and it was celine ,suting,teobing,jinyuan accompany miie throughout the day.ii think that day was the saddest day in this term ba.ii really dun understand why you are always beside xingying .after you are wif xingying,ii start to be wif su ting le.and the only one thing ii am most angry of is when you left miie in class and left wif xingying,clarence for recess .ii was so shocked that ii really cant believe you can even left miie in the class and go away.so now ii am really reconsidering .

as for xingying,ii really cant give any chance le.ii think ii and her just can be friends ba.everytime she will always give miie "black face".PE is the thing ii am most dissapointed wif her.as her "nu er" she shouted at miie and shouted at my friend and she also say that ii shout so soft only ant can hear only.but did she really pay attention on what ii say?ii really can swear that ii really shout until my vocal very pain.but she just sit there dunno do what with you and she cant hear.and the most ii am angry of is that why must teacher come then she say she cant hear why?ii really dun understand.so now ii think we just be baobeii ba.no more as close as last time ba.and ii am saying all this is not to say it is ur fault so please dun think it negetively.thank you. and ii saw the your 对不起 le and ii know you feel sad bout it oso.

reconsidering.....

2008-08-01T06:12:00.000-07:00

1st august 2008

kayys,today many things happened and ii finally realised who are the one who really caring bout miie.PE something happened and really make miie feel like crying out at that moment.things are not as good as ii think.i know i am not a good friend and many things i do make ppl get angry or whatever.BUT after today,i am terribly dissapointed.a BIG thank you e classmate that care for miie this morning and especially this few person:SU TING,TEO BING,JIN YUAN,CELINE.SU ting,i realised that when i am sad ,you all really care for miie.you all keep cheering miie up especially su ting.i know comparing you to them,we know each other not very long but the thing you do and the lecture you gave really touched miie.We know almost each other de secret.Recently,i know i am quite fierce to you and you didnt even lose your temper or get angry at miie.just like today,you had been cheering miie up .after school we went toilet and sit there eating tibit and although the time we shared together is quite short but i am still very happy.and at last thank you for helping miie talk to mangting and yi ling and i am very glad that they actually will agree .i know sometime i am so high that i always hit you so hard but you didnt even get angry at miie.you hit miie back and we start playing together le.i am really glad that you are actually so caring bout miie.

teo bing: last time we have some misunderstanding but now ii start know more bout you and even sometime you joke and scold miie but ii know you are just playing nia.same as Su ting,you suggested to have recess with you all as you know that situation.i really hope our friendship will continue smoothly :)

jinyuan: hahahas,you are really very funny and always dont fail to make miie laugh until stomach pain.thank you for caring miie today and you have been asking miie what happened.ii just dnt wish to talk because at is really,dissapointed+sad+angry.but hve a benefit cause ii realised many things and i really wanna reconsider bout many things.

as for celine: last time we dont really like each other and ii am not sure whether now you still dont like miie or you even hate miie now.hahaas.today,ii see another good side of you is that when i am feeling low,you came and console miie.i am happy and thank you for what you had done for miie.but nw,i can confirm that,you are really better than lst time le.and ii am really very thank you.

as for the sad thing that make miie dissapointed,i dont wish to write in my blog le.i am really tired of it le.this is the first time i felt so dissapointed and i dont know that should i do just to make myself stop thinking of all this freaking things.

Reconsidering....

2008-07-25T08:16:00.000-07:00

25.08.08(friday)

today,first 2 period is history and is really super boring lorrrrr.saying bout riot and riot again.and then after history is science and this is slackiest period ba.but ii did not slack cause ii very hardworking doing science.you see?so good right?hahahas.nxt lesson is my happiest time today ba cause gt PE lesson.ii was shouting all the way even though ii got sore throat.and 1 thing that surprise that actually ii am very good at being a goalkeeper lor.and then after that recess ii was so hungry because of the PE .my energy was all burn out le.and then after that is assembly,and ii was so excited because our group(linda,miie,su ting)were to receive hamper for having best reflection.01.00p.m school end and gt one thing that make miie quite angry but ii dun wish to talk bout it le.

24.08.08(thursday)

went sch on 07.20 a.m. after recess jeremy lost his wallet and inside gt 10 dollar.science lesson mrs quek go search whole class de bag but at last oso cannot find lor.then blahblahblah.....and then after sch stay back to eat with su ting and we talk bout personal thing and really happy that we actually share the same thinking as miie.and then at first eddy want go tm de but after that he got thing going on so su ting go tm herself liao and ii went back hm myself.as ii was walking ,ii thought if many thing that happened this year,and some decision ii had made really make miie regreted nw.but from nw onwards:

-no more HIM
-no more TEARS
-no more wrong DECISIONs
-no more DEPENDENT
-no more UNHAPPINESS
-no more SHOUTING at friends
-no more ATTITUDE problem

AND with/being

-more smile
-more confidents
-more laughter
-more mature
-more friendly
-more patient
-more thrifty

2008-07-20T02:37:00.000-07:00

C box reply:

bk:si kei is the girl on my left.

today nothing much happen so ii dunno what to post!!

2008-07-18T23:32:00.000-07:00

19.07.08

this picture was took on the thursday(17.07.08).yesterday was the last day mr nah will be in bgss le.he will be going NIE so is like quite miss this math teacher ba and hope he can come back and teach us as soon as possible.

to:mr nah

frankly speaking,sometime your math lesson is quite boring de but overall not bad la.so give you 5 *.

next>>>>

on the yesterday(18.07.08)

WEI HAN,where did you go???we were all finding you lorrrrrR....say want watch movie de lorrrr.then at last nicholas,eddy,miie,hungshe,clarence need go find you.you this B*****d!!!! after that,we all when hm without watching any movie.and then we went to CS eat then go hm liao.

WEI HAN!!!!!

I WANT A EXPLAINATION FROM YOU!!!!!

2008-07-13T03:12:00.000-07:00

Today nothing to post!!!

2008-07-11T07:51:00.000-07:00

okayys today giving advise to a stupid .

to:jackson

dont be too sad le la.okies?you sad oso no use de lor cause the girl have std liao and do you think that she will care how you feel ma?ii know you love her very much but please think back how she treat you.she std with you a few days and then break you and then std.clever de ppl oso know she playing with your feeling lorrr.so dont be so stupid le,okayss? as your friend,seeing you so sad and emo make us sad too.let go of this relationship and slowly find a girl that you love her and she will love you too.ii noe that letting go of a relationship is very difficult and ii noe it needs alot of time so take your time.so CHEER UP,okayys?

hope to see you smile happily again:)

next>>>> talking about what ii had done throughout this week.

this week is a very fun week .nothing sad happened except for worrying for that stupid. ii was always staying back eating lunch with hungshe(BAOBEI) xingying and hee cheng.we talk bout sad things,happy thing and ghost story.this year although we quarrel but ii think that we quarrel cause we care for each other.after talking,we went to the toilet to take picture together and took many many pic.so this week we really noe much more about each other and each other family background.

to:hungshe.

baobei, starting of the year we start to drift further and further.ii know that ii have treating you quite cold and ii am always with suting.but after we talk to each other nicely,ii start to know that ii must cherish you.after the june holiday,we play , joke , eat together and ii know more bout you.ii really want to thank you for everything we have done together.remember today ma?ii fell dwn cause ii was playing with that stupid cube.ii saw you and xingying caring for miie and asking whether pain or not.ii really feel so touch.telling you the truth is that when ii fell dwn, IT IS REALLY REALLY PAIN.but ii dont want to tell you cause ii scare that you will be worry for miie.at last ii really hope that our friendship can last long till the very very end.

to:xingying.

my dear friend,we are counted as friend or maybe close friend .we quarrel during june holiday and ii was hasrh on my words and ii think it hurt you very much.ii am so sry for that.but after sch reopen we always stay back together and ii really start to understand you well.we joke together and sometime you really make miie laugh till crazy.we took photo together in toilet and those memories will always be in my mind.we may quarrel and like what you said,every quarrel strengthen our friendship.

to:hee cheng.

my friend,this year we quarrel and dislike each other before.but after june holiday,we start knowing each other better and you are willing to tell about ur personal thing.we are getting closer and closer and ii can feel that we can be close friend de.we both make each other laugh and this make us closer again.so let us forget bout last time so we must look forward to the future.a very big thank you to you too.

next>>>>>to the person that let miie waited for so long.

_ _ _ _ _ ii know that we are impossible le.the promises that you had gave are no longer impertant to miie.ii dunno what have ii done to make you treat miie like this.ii given for month to you for ii think you dun even cherish it ba.seriously speaking,you are the first boy that ii teared so much.but all your lies make miie dont trust you anymore le.rmb ii ask you whether is there other girl you like in this sch?you said it is only miie.from what ii hurt from teo bing is that actually you like _ _ _ _ _ _ before.ii really cant belive what ii had heard.ii dont understand why you lie to miie.is it that ii am stupid or what? ii really cant wait anymore le.your lies make miie scare of you.at the very first,ii already took the wrong step le so ii dont wish to carry on le.at last just to say a BIG thank you to you.you hurt miie and make miie understand that there wont be true love in this world.ii really dont blame you for it cause ii know that ii wont make the same mistake again.

2008-07-07T03:25:00.000-07:00

07.07.08

first saying this to my dear friend,Su ting.

happy one year anniversary with your bf!!!!

today is a very super sad day lorrrr.

ii dunno wish to say all this out but you are forcing miie to vent on my blog.

ii noe that no matter what ii do or even what ii say you will always say that ii am wrong.

you used to say that ii am useless but have you ever think that ii am your daughter and all this words really hurt miie.ii tried my very best not to go out wif my fren and stay at home but when can ii get my freedom.ii noe last year ii ahave done something that make you all scared off and you all were very sad bout it,so ii decided to change and ii think ii have change.ii dont request to go out during december holiday and even recently de june holiday.you may think that it is enough for us if you bring us out but it is actually wrong.ii need my friends too.have you ever think why ii could change so fast ?it is because ii always have my friend beside miie.you all are my parent,ii noe.but ii dun see other parent treat their child so strictly.all ii want is FREEDOM.that's it.ii not requesting you all to let miie go out wif friend everyday.it can just be 2 weeks a time and ii will be glad le.

2nd

ii wan to say the is not ii dun wan to teach brother on his work.have you all ever think what is the reason ii am shouting and scolding him.the truth is he cant concentrate de.there will be toys infront of him and he will start playing wif it no matter how much ii scold he will still play wif it.all you noe is to scold miie for not teaching him and starting accusing miie.it is ENOUGH!!!! why must ii tio scold for all this kind of @?&^%*&% ?

3rd

you may that ii may turn bad if ii am wif my friend.but cant you all just look at the bright side.ii am wif my friend for 2 year and cant you all see that ii ma changing from bad to good?although, sometime ii may talk back to you but that doesnt mean that ii am bad.

okayy,ii want say is just this.if you all have the fate to see this msg ,ii really hope that you all can consider what ii have say.forgive what ii have sae in this blog but ii really cant tah han le.

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

2008-07-06T02:16:00.000-07:00

06.07.08

today is quite a tired day because today need to go to 3 temple.all the "baibai" oso went there wif us.total gt 04 "baibai",my father,my father shifu ,father de fren and a youngster.ii think ii am the one that is not busy at all because ii just need to video the whole journey.so the whole journey end bout 3 something ba.ii gt take down the video and ii will try to post it so to let all of you see.

2008-07-04T00:03:00.000-07:00

4.07.08

okayy,ii dunno what to say and ii oso dun wish to care bout it le....

ii dunno why must to make thing difficult for ppl and the thing you do really make miie hating you.ii am not saying all this to "shoot" you or what, is just that all the thing you do make miie and her start hating you.ya..ii noe you gt backup but you should think whether you are wrong anot.ii ignore you and dun talk to you is cause ur attitude really make miie dun like you.is not because ii want give you attitude and make you think that ii am "big".at first when you start following us,ii really think that you are fun and really bring alot of laughter to us but after the fieldtrip,ii start realising that ii cant get along with you so ii choose to ignore and at least this method stop hating you but what you do?you starting shooting miie with all ur word and ii tried very hard not to quarrel and ren you but you still dun stop.let me tell you this>> no matter how a person can ren ,there's always a limit for it.

that day when ii talk to si hui,ii DIDNT say bad bout you.ii just told her bout ur attitude and bukit chandu and nicholas de thing and you really think too much.you thinking that ii saying bad bout you and you dont even noe what ii have said.ii noe that time ii didnt noe what you say to nicholas and ii get angry on you but when ii noe the truth ii am really sorry for that.so here ii am apologising to you.

ii didnt even say any bad about you.ii just saying the thing you done and how you treat ppl.ii dun think this action mean ii am badmouthing.ii try to ren as much as ii could le but you still dun stop and you continue .

you can wonder why hung she stand on my side or even celine .lastly if you want to speak straight infront of you ,please control ur temper first before you tell miie to speak straight in front of you.today ii speak straight on you but you cant even control ur temper.SO

-control ur temper first
-ii ignore you not cause ii scare of you is ii dun wan hate you.
-ii ren you cause ii treat you as friend but you make miie and her disappointed.

ii did admit that ii dun lik si hui but at least her attitude is better than you.she dun wan to be with you is because ur attitude really very bad and some other reason.and we hate you and she hate you is just the same reason,we CANT tah ur attitude.and stop ordering us and treating us as if we are si hui.

2008-07-02T07:09:00.000-07:00

01.07.08

yesterday was a very fun and happy day.after sch ,me,xingying,hee cheng,hungshe staying back to eat.we talk bout many thing.got happyhappy de oso gt sadsad de.really want to thanks yesterday cause it make our friend de relationship stronger and we can know more bout each other.we laugh together and ii am really very happy.after eating we went to toilet .hee cheng was washing her hand and after washing the water doesnt stop so she try to make it stop but all of a sudden the tap spoilt and the water was "shooting" out.ahahaha.

so funny lor.xingying try to stop it but instead of stopping ,she gets wet.and ii suddenly have a thought of taking pic to have a memories of it.and that's why we have this pic.ahahaha.

♥day 3

ii wont give chance le!!!

ii will forget you.without you,ii still can live.

ii may cry for you but that doesnt mean that ii am weak.

forgeting you....

2008-06-28T06:14:00.000-07:00

erm...mood very low.dunno what to do to let my heart not to be sad again.today,the bed that ii order-ed came,and now ii have new bed le.and nth happen today le.

nth to post

♥ day 2

ii am really missing you alot.
ii hope and wish that time stop
when we first meet.the time we had
and the laughter we share.on my mouth,
ii am always saying that ii have forgotten you,
but actually you are still in my heart.ii dunno
whether the chance ii given you is correct or wrong but
you really make miie feel great when ii'm with you.

so now ii really hope that to forget you.
ii can wait for you for months and months.everytime,
you gave warm to my coldcold world and then you leave miie alone there
again.ii cry and cry for you but ii have no regret.so nw let us end here.just take it that
ii am letting go of you and you are letting go of miie.

at last,ii just wanna say:
我爱你

2008-06-27T06:41:00.000-07:00

friday

27.06.08

today,got field trip and we going to bukit chandu and laborah park so in the afternoon we went to long john to have our lunch.ii went wif hung she,hee cheng,and a china and malay girl that we are not too close with,pei ling,eddy,royce,wei han and nelson.when we reach there is bout 1300 le ba.ii think so.when we almost reach long john,gt big truck knock car de accident.we heard glass broken de sound and lucky nobody injure.then we didnt care too much le cause time is running.royce ate faster then us so he wanted tp go back school early so he went back with nelosn.we are still eating s we let them go first lor.after we eateat finish is bout 1345 le so we faster rush back school.we went out of long john but suddenly eddy go back long john to look at the bedok town de girl.

then he walk away and look back at them.then finally the bedok town de girls buay happy then the come out chase eddy.then bedok town de girls scold eddy until very seriously.they scold...............then clarence said ps to the girl le and then drag eddy out of their way but ii think the girl nvr heard ba then she stop eddy and clarence from walking away and say...blah...blah...blah and then pei ling finally cant tah han liao then she shout back them and say..........and then the quarrel even louder.ii was pulling pei ling away but it was too late.she already "shoot" back liao. then suay suay got one police around and he heard us and he come towards us and ask us what happen.

while the police was questioning pei ling and eddy,the bedok town de girl runaway liao.but then police see us "innocent" so he let us go le.really so heng:D after that we take bus and bus back school.we rush to ava rm and after awhile,when to field trip.first we reach bukit chandu and we were playing inside.hahas.it was so fun !!then to laborah park.there super hot lorrrrrrR,ii was swaeting all the way lorrrrR.then after tat went back sch and then went back home.so ii dunno how to describle my feeling cause so many thing happen.

eddy,
dun worry le le.got royce ,teo bing and oso yi ling and mang ting to help euu settle de.

♥day 01

ii am really very tired le.
ii wont give anymore chance le.
mayb ii should let go of euu ba.
ii am sorry...

2008-06-22T02:58:00.000-07:00

announcement:

after 12.00 tonight,ii will update my blog only on sat or sun.on weekday,ii wont be able to use com so ii cannot post oftenly le.

today,nth big happen and my day is peaceful today.but then my cbox gt prob lor.they say need install again,LUCKY celine say she will help miie see.my holiday hw only doen science nia.but ii think teacher wont scold de ba cause "do one oso do,do many oso do" so is almost the same de.ii think so.

yesterday:21.06.08

sin tua gt 1 newcomer that make miie whether to pity him or to laugh.when "dua ya pek" come,ppl start to burn the joss stick and the smoke accumulate.that man ii think he buay tah han ba,he come to the living room to ask for tissue cause he was sneezing and his eye was oso watery and red.then after awhile ii was walking to the kitchen and ii saw his nose stuffing wif tissue.hahaha.so yesterday "dua ya pek" went back about 1 something ba so they off at bout 2.

TO: the newcomer

mayb you are nt use to it ba,but after a few week later,euu will be used to it de.so euu wont need tissue paper anymore le:D

2008-06-19T20:00:00.000-07:00

haiz...dont know what happen to us le.is it ii do wrong decision again?that day outside the door de ,is it you?if it is you,ii am so sorry.ii cant open the door for you cause my mummy is at hm.or is it my prob that is troubling you?ii really dont know what happen.

19.06.08

yesterday get scolded alot of time and ii think ii am super super sad that day ba.get scolded then cry and then get scolded again.but lucky talking and joking with my fren in msn make miie feel better.haiz...really dunno why adult must scold ppl just because of small thing and then still drag other matter inside.at first want argue back de but in the end nvr.you see?ii so obedient nvr argue back.hahas.at night,someone came to hse and then go take key open door.after that,that person come in le and ii wanted to lock the door but OUCH!! my forehead accidentally hit the key.lucky dun hav blueblue blackblack.ii slept 11.30p.m yesterday.very early hor?but then ii didnt not really sleep cause ii cant sleep.then ii go msg my fren,she oso haven sleep so we chat till 3.very long nvr see her liao ,really miss her alot.

brother and friend,

missing you all alot.see you all in sch.

hung she,su ting,josephine,nicholas,eddy,teo bing, wei han,

si kei,jessabel and the 2 person tht own miie gummy bear,

and of cause other class de friend and sister.

2008-06-18T04:08:00.000-07:00

ii dont know how to treat you le.ii sometime feel that we are close and sometime ii feel that we are very far away from each other.you care for miie and ii really appreciate it very much.ii really hope and wish that this time will be the real one.we gone through difficulties and will this make our relation stronger???ii really dunno how should ii treat you.you hurt miie and that will be the truth but this time, will you?

today nth to post.....

5 more days to go....

2008-06-15T18:19:00.000-07:00

ii starting to feel that we are changing le.we have the trust but maybe is because if my past ba.ii dont know what you will think bout miie if you know my past.but if there's any changes in us,ii oso will not regret.this few days with you ,ii am very happy.we joke and care bout each other,you can tah han my temper and whatever whatever...ii think ii should stay away from you ba cause ii really think that 我不配你.very sorry that ii have to do this.let miie have the feeling that you are always with miie.

back to my post.yesterday was a very very tired day.yesterday was father's day but it is none of my business.hahaha.ii dunno what to say bout yesterday.cause at first happy then after that feeling low.erm...ohh yaa!! sch goin reopen le,really looking for to it.at first going sch holiday le and ii was so happy lor but nw ii am really forward to sch cause ii really miss all my fren and brother.7 more days to go...

kungfu panda :
a movie that is recomanded to others.a very funny movie and will make you laugh till siao...hahaha:D

2008-06-13T02:10:00.000-07:00

ii dont know should ii give you the chance.ii dont know whether this decision is correct cause ii am deeply hurt by you before.forgive miie if ii am treat you cold from now onwards cause ii still cant believe you.mayb time can make miie trust you ba.ii dont want to get hurt for the second time and that's why ii must treat you "cold".ii dont know whether ii still love you anot but my feeling to you is no longer like last time le.so should ii or should ii not?

ii just chop my hair on the last monday ! ii fringe nw is like very short lorrr.hahaha...and today home cleaning and ii am so TIRED nw.all the dust flew into my nose and make miie " ahhhh chooo" 9 more days ,sch jiu reopen le.ii miss all my classmate exspecially HUNG SHE :) and SU TING:) and oso all my brother.so excited because in sch can play and joke around with them le.ii oso miss my table because under desk ii put all my book and paper but dont know whether the gt cleaner go in clear anot sia.so worrry~

ii oso gt miss you all !!!
nicholas
eddy
dao yi
si kei
jessabel
josephine
celine
pei ling
si hui
teo bing
royce
nur jannah
wei han and oso other people in the class...
and oso other class de friend:)))))

2008-06-12T00:04:00.000-07:00

today go east point shopping!we went eateat first then go shopping.we went to i.p zone and looklook at the clothes.we touchtouch,discussdiscuss ,trytry the clothes and finally brought the clothes .the person that is servicing us face was like"you want to buy anot sia".after buying the clothes,we go walkwalk again.after that tired liao so went home le.today was like veri fun lorr when we are thinking of the i.p zone the person de face.hahahas .

2008-06-10T03:24:00.000-07:00

yesterday,when to Tm with my mummy and brother .we went the time for kungfu panda as we decided to watch kungfu panda.after checking time we buy the ticket and then go eateat first.after eating there's still time so we went toy'sarus and go in playplay,seesee,touchtouch,and we were having fun inside.playplayplay and we almost late for the movie.hahas.the movie was damn funny lor.okayysssss.children were laughing and adult too.after the movie ,ii went to buy eddy's birthday present because his b'dae that time nvr buy for him cause NO MONEY!!!after buying the present,then going bus home and on the way,saw ah le and royce then one of them called my name but ii dunno who.then took bus 22 home.went home liao then go bathbath and then slept

till 8 something.

ii love KungFu panda:)

2008-06-08T08:05:00.000-07:00

to: hee cheng

ii admit that at the starting of this year ii dont like hung she and that's why ii treat her like that.do you know why ii am always with su ting?it is because we can communicate very well and our thinking is the same.after the camp,hung she suddenly change le,she no longer joke with miie,play with miie and laugh together with miie.even when ii wanted to go out she will use different kind of reason to say that she dont wan go out so ii only can "pull" su ting go out with miie.and when ii go out with su ting ,we talk bout personal things and this make us closer and closer.but nw ii know hung she reason so ii dont balme her and we are together again like last time le.is not ii have su ting then dont want hung she.okayyss?if ii am such a person ,now ii should have abandon su ting liao cause hung she and ii is okies le ma,but ii didnt lor.everything that happen-ed have reason behind it and people always think on their own ways and then we start to quarrel or even dislike each other.

2008-06-07T00:59:00.000-07:00

Eh...pls lorrrR.after pautou-ing miie you dont feel guilty meh?ppl treat you as friend then you leix?cant you just own up?is this veri difficult?ii saying not to tell ppl that YOU are a pautou kia lorrrR.You are a christian and a sorry is so difficult to say meh?even when a christian do something wrong they will seek forgiveness from lord lor.ii am once studying in the bedok christian sch lor.and even nw ii am not a christain ii still know there's something call bible and inside the book ii still learn something lor.but you leix?but ii am ur friend leix,a sry oso canot say meh?you say that those who are guilty will write on the blog mean after pautou-ing miie you dont feel guilty facing the person you pautou meh?even after ii pautou ppl after awhile ii oso will say out the truth lor.instead of telling hung she they all that you pautou miie ,why cant you just say it to miie?

and ii think ii am not wrong saying all this and at least when ii am saying out all this ii DONT mention ur name lor.cause ii dun wan ppl to think that you are a pautou kia and dun make friend with you lor.and ii type all this out not because ii am guilty lor,ii just want to see whether after you seeing all this will you say (sorry) to miie ma lor.

2008-06-06T01:01:00.000-07:00

the previous blog de msg is NOT to tell anybody that you are not a good friend lor.okayys?understand?? ii just think that you are not a good friend because my fone tio confiscated that day,we were all discussing who told teacher but YOU did not own up.Hee cheng say YOu are a councillor and ya,ii know.You dare to tell teacher but why cant you own up? is this a councillor?councillor can do thing and dun own up.isit?ii think this year almost anybody that are friend with miie knows that ii get angry for very long time just because they do thing that hurt miie lorrrR.ii not blaming you for telling teacher lor.ii oso dun want to get angry with you anymore lorr. you are a councillor and ii really understand but at least own up lor.Actually ii dun really get angry with you de cause when ii am down you cheer miie up and sometime you really make miie laugh happily .ii get angry is when you do thing that make miie unhappy and you dun dare to own up.this make miie more angry lorrrR.

and nw ii am really not blaming you for the hp thing le.ii just dun understand why till nw you still dun own up and juz say that time is you sae de.ii noe the previous msg mayb hurt you le.and nw ii am sincerely apologising to you.

to:xingying

ii am not blaming you le cause we are friend for 2 years le.so hope you dont mind the thing ii sae in the previous blog.those are just thing that ii write when ii am angry.but if you dare tell teacher and why you dun dare own up to miie?

ii reaally dun understand.hope you can give miie a good reason.thank you.

2008-06-03T01:45:00.000-07:00

From 2007-2008,class 2B had been together happily. Hung she, from 2007 ,you have been with miie and ii am really happy to have you as my friend.ii believe we will as bestest friend forever:)

2008,ii know this friend,and that's you> Su ting.We get closer after the camp and our friendship de journey start-ed.Although we have face many difficulties but all those does not stop us from carrying on with our journey.ii admit that sometime ii really want-ed to give up but is you who is always helping miie and ii am veri thankful for all these:)

You two are chosen to be my bestest friend because ii believe that you two wont do bad thing behind miie.

To:person that had told teacher that ii brought hp to camp.

at first ii really hate you because we are classmate for two year and the action that you take make miie veri dissapointed.ii actually know who you are le but ii choose nt to tell teo bing or even ppl that want to "revenge" for miie because ii consider you as my friend.from ur appearance people may think that you are a fun girl and maybe cute ba,but from what you do to miie,it make miie think that ur heart is veri "black" lorrrrR .but all these is over le and ii oso dun wish to "dig" it out. Just want to let you know that is not ii scare, is that ii think we can be as a class is fate.ii think that our class is GREAT but there's always "some" people who lik to harm classmate.ii really dont understand why you must like that lorrrR. And for your information:this msg is to scare you or what ,you oso dun need to scare that ii will tell people to "revenge" cause ii wont "harm" friend like what you did.this msg is to tell you that ii am nt STUPID by looking at my appearance just because ii am "BLURBLUR "

Actually,ii really treat you as friend de.but ii am really really disappointed!!!!.

MY opinion:you are really not a good friend

wasting my time to type this stupid msg to make miie angry

2008-06-02T02:54:00.000-07:00

ii am doing this survey because miss Huixin ask miie to do so.

Name 20 people,
At the end of the survey,choose 5 people to do the survey,
Dont read the qns,name 20 people first,

1.hung she
2. su ting
3.xing ying
4.eddy
5.royce
6.nicholas
7.clarence
8.si kei
9.josephine
10.celine
11.daphne
12.dao yi
13.pei ling
14. si hui
15.teo bing
16.qian ying
17.gina
18. si jia
19.wei yan
20.heng le

how did you meet number 12?
erm...when ii my secondary sch.

What language does number 15 speak?
hokkien mix chinese.

Who is number 9 hanging around with?
ii not too sure leix.but most of the time see her hanging with yulu and izzah.

How old is number 16 this year?
erm...18 or 19 ba.

When was the last time you spoke to number 13?
may 28.oral examination day

Who is number 1's favourite singer/band?
she listen to all singer de song so ii oso dunno she like which one

Have you dated number 4?
NO!! we are just brother.

What is the full name of number 10?
CELINE TAN Si lin! :)

Would you get in a relationship with number 11?
we are just frens.okayys?

What is the school of number 3?
same as miie lor.bedok green sec

Where does number 6 stay?
not sure.ii nvr go his hse b4

What is your favourite thing about number 5?
erm...he very funny lor.he is fun!

have you seen number 2 naked?
of cos NO la.you think ii siao meh?

Name 5 ppl to take the survey

1.hung she
2.celine
3. xing ying
4. qian ying
5.hui ying

♥ day 3

ii wont give chance anymore!

2008-05-31T04:07:00.000-07:00

these's where our vulgarities comes from:)

2008-05-31T04:01:00.000-07:00

bbqing-nw then receive-ed the picture

ah huat shushu,mummy

2008-05-30T20:59:00.000-07:00

To: qian ying

Ai ya...dont be so angry le.ii know jie min jiejie is wrong and she shouldnt make us so worry de.So you know that she is purposely de then there's nth to be angry le.So SMILe ^^

To: jie min jiejie

jiejie ,ii dunno why you must purposely like that write and at first when ii receive-ed ur msg,ii was veri worried of you.But after qianying told miie what happen-ed ii dunnno should ii believe you anot leix.ii hope you wont like that do again le.That msg really scare-ed miie and my family.Ya,qianying sae de is correct.Cause you have a happy families and jiejie you should cherish us.you are our family member too and if something happen to you,we will be veri worry and sad de.Although there's quarrel among each other in the family,but we dun really take it in our heart de.So jiejie hope you can understand.

♥Day 2

我很想爱你

Should ii really forget you??
ii am really super super tired le.
Should ii let go of you and miie?
ii am always giving you chances,should ii give you another one?

2008-05-30T08:21:00.000-07:00

Posting again!!!

let miie talk about yesterday first...

29.05.08

Early in the morning,ii wake up and then get ready to go to my father de working place to eat...Guess where is it?? Is at bukit timah there lorrrrR...it was so far Cannnnnnnnnnnnn...we buss there and it was bout 1 hr plus and ii almost fall alsleep in the bus plus the air-con was so big that's why ii feel like sleeping.After awhile,we reach there le and ii was so hungry so go order beancurd eat.After eateat,ii saw there were many customer ordering food from him and my father was so busy so go helphelp lorr...but then ii think it is quite fun lorr...After helping it was about 11 plus le ii am quite hungry but then ii didnt order food cause ii go order dessert.Then go helphelp again...2 plus le,ii want go home le cause whole body smells so suuucks!!We buss home buy 67 and during the longgg journey ii fall alsleep le...we reach home bout 4 plus and imediately ii reached home ,ii go bathbath then SLEEP.

30.05.08

Today nvr go anywhere so nth to post!!!
byebye

♥Day 1
想念你只能放在我心里

ii am still thinking of you...
what should ii do??

2008-05-28T01:24:00.000-07:00

Raining to sunny day...

Yesterday ii thot that ii wont cry de but at lastt ii still did it...ii think ii am veri foolish cause euu treat miie as fren but is mayb ii think too much le ba...ii am trying veri hard to let go le and ii think ii can de cause we didnt even start...ii am veri happy that the time euu have spend wif miie and euu are always beside miie.sorry that ii yesterday lose control but nw ii cool dwn le.hahas.

ii am so foolish and xia suay sia....

hahas...

here again,

eddy,celine,clarence

a veri happy b'dae to all of you..

2008-05-27T01:56:00.000-07:00

Raining day...

ii finally realised that we are no longer like last time le.we dun talk like last time,joke like last time and even play like last time le.

"过去让它过去".ii finally know this meaning le and ii oso will do it .

我们不能够永远都在一起 maybe is fate ba.today shall be the day we must be apart and ii wont shed any tears cuz ii dun want our separation be sad,ii want it a happy one.ii noe you wont be able to see my blog so ii writeit dwn here.ii dunno whether my decision is right or wrong but ii know that we really must stop here le...ii really really scare that ii will fall deeper if we dun stop here.ii think this is the best way le.it is letting go of miie and you...

veri sorry...

2008-05-25T02:27:00.000-07:00

todae nth much to do cuz miie STAYING at HOME!!!Todae quite noisy de cuz nearby my hse gt malay de ppl de wedding.the music was none stop lorrrr.ii cant even sleep well .so todae ii wake up veri early.ii am soooooooo tired!!

boy ii think ii start to miss euu le ba
ii am veri regret that ii didnt cherish
the time we had last time...
Can euu treat miie like last time??

boy or should ii forget euu??
ii really feel veri tired le.ii
really dunno what do now.
ii just want to know that....

♥ 你还爱我吗???

2008-05-23T07:59:00.000-07:00

Hahahas...back to posting again!!! This few daes nothing much happen but this few days ii lack of "something" and tat is ur accompany!!! ii start to feel lonely because euu did not msg miie about 2 -3 days le.What had happened to miie and euu? Haizs...ii oso dun wan to think botu it already le.ii believe that ii can live without euu de.June holidays start le but ii dunno what to do oso.Todae there is a talk for financial and in my surprise that man that gave us the talk,he wanted to give us money but that few daes that talk was so boring that everybody start to play and chat while he is giving the talk.ii nvr thot that tat man is our (CAI SHEN YE) lor...ii really regret for nt listening lorrrrrrrrR...ii really hope that he can give the talk again lorrrr...3 more daes to eddy b'dae le and ii haven buy present for him yet.Nw really hope that money can fall from the sky lorrrrrR....And one more thing ii am scare of and that is ii scare ii will fall for HIM.ii rmb that yesterdae was the talk and ii lend mirror from hungshe then while ii playing wif the mirror ii accidentally shine on to him lorrrrR then is lik ii saw him in tyhe mirror then he oso saw miie the mirror lorrrrrR but ii dunno why my heart suddenly pump veri fast lorrrrR .Last time ii am lik him but after stding wif "reivaj" ii did not think bout it anymore but nw ii dunno why suddenly ii lik him le.Ai ya...all mus blame tat piece of mirror!!!

ii dunno what to do le
and really veri fan...

2008-05-20T06:45:00.000-07:00

Hahas...todae ii am so happy!!!Finally all the misunderstanding wif them was solved and nw ,we are juz lik last time.We chat together,play together and joke together.But one thing tat make miie alittle bit is tat if "YOU" dun lik miie,pls dun act as if euu are gd to miie.ii noe sometime we often sit together and eat wif frens and sometime euu dun really lik my attitude towards hungshe but if euu want to sae things tat euu dun lik bout miie to my frens CAN euu PLEASE dun sae it infront of miie?Euu dun need noe how ii noe it de cuz it is common sense lorrrrR!!!By ur action and what euu sae to miie can make miie feel tat euu are saein miie le lor...For example,todae we were in the canteen and we were saein about N.S.Y and we sae many bad things then ii saw euu saein secret to xingying and hungshe and from there ii already noe tat euu saein bout miie liao le...For ur information ii oso dun really lik euu de lorrrrR.OKayys?Juz for the sake of xingying and oso my (baobeii)hungshe then ii 忍 euu de lorrrrrrrrR...

So nxt time want sae things bout miie pls go toilet or other place laa...if euu want to be straightforward to miie ii can accept de cuz my normal reaction is to "shoot" back euu!!!As euu may think tat ii wont "shoot" back euu but ii WILL do it one day if euu still continue acting infront of miie.ii dunno wat of mine made euu dun lik miie but PLEASE be clear tat in the school/world not everybody lik euu and different ppl hav different attitude and limit.ii can 忍 till nw is juz tat ii dun wan any quarrel and not ii 笨 dunno tat euu are saein miie.OKayys?

Aaaii yaaa haven recover
from sick .hope tat ii can
recover and wont cough
ANYMORE!!!

2008-05-18T07:10:00.000-07:00

Eddy this is a birthday cake for you!!!

2008-05-18T06:28:00.000-07:00

Todae so sian cuz sick le so cannot go out play...todae early in the morning wake up then went to eat medicine.Eeee....the medicine was so bitter lorrrrR,ii almost vomit liao le.Then after eating the medicine went to sofa sit awhile and watch tv bt then suddenly felt very sleeply,ii think is the side effect of the medicine ba.ii went to bedroom slp.When ii wake up it was lik almost 6 plus le ba.Is like unbelievable lor.ii slept from morning 10 plus to evening lorrrr...ii tink tis was the longest rest that ii ever had.So 6 plus ii wake up le then need take medicine again cuz it is time to take medicine again.Sooo todae ii was lik eat medicine>sleep>wake up>eat medicine again.Then ii went to watch tv then heard tis song by jolin(我知道你很难过) then ii feel so touch lor...then after tat keep on listen to tat song.Haiz nw lack of money so ii must get well soon so tat ii can earn money then buy my favourite thing and eddy's b'dae present.

Eddy this is your b'dae song from miie!!!

Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to eddddy...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

ii oso hope tat ii can recover soon
so tat ii have the energy to play
my dearest guardian angel
ii noe euu are always protecting miie

2008-05-17T05:46:00.000-07:00

Ai ya...sick again le.Todae morning wake up ii feel veri tired and throat start to pain.ii almost cant tok lorrrrrrrrrrR.ii feel so terrible lor.ii wanted to go see the doctor but money nt enough lorrr.SO SUAY!!! Actually todae wan to out eat KFC de but throat was so pain.Then while brushing my teeth,the phone ring.ii hav no energy liao so nvr go pick up the phone.After brushing my teeth ii go change clothes then go out wif mother.We went to bedok eat cuz if ii go any further,ii sure faint de.My mother did not noe tat ii was sick so she brought miie and my brother go eat Long John Silver.ii force myself to eat the whole set of Combo 1 then nw my throat gets more painful le.ii cant tah han the pain le so ii go back hm alone.After reaching hm,ii was so tired tat ii did not bath and ii go right back into my room and slp.From 2 plus ii slept until 7 plus.My mother was not back yet so ii fone her.She sae she at Tm and coming back soon.a After waking up,ii still feel veri tired so ii go take thermometer go measure.Waaa!!! 38 degree !!!
ii was so shocked lor.ii quickly go bath so to tat my body temperature will go dwn but horrrr tis time tis method does not work.ii went to sofa sit and watch tv wishing tat my mother will come back quickly .After half an hr mother finally come back le...
ii quickly take money from her and go see doctor.Juz nw eat medicine le so nw alittle bit okies le

Haiz hope tat my guardian angle can
faster come back to miie
so ii can recover faster...

2008-05-16T00:19:00.000-07:00

miie and my cousin(b'dae girl)

2008-05-16T00:15:00.000-07:00

my cousin b'dae

eating her cake!!

2008-05-15T23:31:00.000-07:00

haiz...todae quite sad de...we already frens for two years le.why cant we try to understand each other.Although ii am wif su ting bt nw ii did not follow her always le.ii dunno why euu all mus lik tat think...it make miie feel veri sad lor.The last few daes we still can tok to each other veri happily so cant dun let this matter affect our fren de relation.

ii really hope tat we can dun quarrel again.if my attitude became worse,ii promise ii will change.ii really hope ii can be frens wif euu all.Actually,ii noe my attitude start to make euu dun lik miie le,so believe tat ii will change.For the letter,ii hope euu wont take it in ur heart.

Really sry for wat ii have write in the letter
cuz it is nt the fact tat euu all noe
ii think there mus be misunderstood
veri sorry......